Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Preternatural Luminosity (revealing all I ever wanted to see)


My eyes swiftly meet
the fairest sun I’ve ever seen
You are the bright future, brighter still
Like a dream I’ve never dreamed
And I am thirsty
for your sunbeams

Exposing subtle details you stretched my horizons
as well as my lips into a soft curve that spins my world round
A sweet arc of grace and a grin
I cannot wipe clean
You warm my words
and shine clarity on cloudy thoughts
or better yet essence
your sweet rays fill me
as everlasting days after the longest rain

I am ablaze in your resplendent outpouring
like a prism revealing true color
the spectrum of my reverence is laid out before you

My eyes eagerly greet
the fairest sun I’ve ever seen
You are the bright future, brighter still
You are a dream I’ve never dreamed
And I am thirsty
Thirsty for your sunbeams. 

Friday, May 17, 2013

Running into a Stranger from a Missed Exit - Deception, Biodiversity, and the Sexiest Flower Around




~I’d rather have honest eyes, but being full of cunning and guise is what it takes to keep certain other organisms alive. 

After three and a half long, draining, and super informative and inspirational workshops and talks with great folks at the Virginia State Parks Ranger Academy: 2013 Spring Interpretive Workshop, it was time to head back home and prepare for one of my last days of teaching high school for the 2012-2013 school year.

Part of the Soar Program, including this one-winged eagle
I was reflecting on some of the sessions and wise words from Interpreters and Educators, cruising up I-81, music playing, arm out the window, and before I knew it I MISSED my 118 Exit for Blacksburg. By the time realization occurred, it was too late.

Brain mushed from data-overload, being underslept and drained, my mind jerked about momentarily, but sometimes, rather than curse your situation (knowing it is miles before a turn around) I try to view it as a blessing in disguise. Call it weak justification for inattentiveness, call it a chance. I once witnessed one of the biggest shooting stars of my life because of a wrong turn.

Moaning at that moment of ‘wasted time’ in disdain, I tried to look for a bright side. I’d seen over 20 wildflowers over the past 2 days in the rich mountains of Hungry Mother State Park, but there was one member of our Appalachian community I have yet to be graced by thus far this year. The timing seemed appropriate so I made a detour. And there might just be a few tasty morels left.

Wild Geranium in Hungry Mother State Park
Wild Iris along a stream in Hungry Mother State Park
An unusually early rhododendron (outlier)


Nope, no morels, they have passed their fruiting stage here, but my original hope came true, in a most graceful and elegant way.

Morel from earlier in season


And now I sit in the woods, a brook rolling by, a thrush singing in his smooth and fluid way, ferns waving in fractal fancy, and beside me, one of the rarest gems inside the biodiverse living bounty of our Appalachian mountains, the yellow lady slipper. Sometimes missing your turn winds up restoring your mind and spirit. The world is funny and serendipitous like that sometimes. 

The yellow lady slipper, member of the orchid family, shape is exquisitely elegant, demanding respect and awe from anyone who adorns flowers, and getting some from even those who don’t. Twisted sepals more pronounced in this rarer breed compared to the pink lady slipper, it is a special plant indeed.

Yellow Lady Slipper

Pink Lady Slipper from elsewhere for comparison


God and Mother Nature felt particularly sexy when the lady slippers were made. I sit in the middle of three, awestruck, unable to withhold a grin. I wonder if an insect will fall for her age old trick, a trap with no reward, forced to deposit and brush against pollen through the only escape route. Then another flower has to be lucky enough to tempt and fool an insect again. Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, and pollinate a living rarity.

Spirals of serene 


Nectar for pollination is an almost ageless trade, a simple and fine example of mutualism where both partners benefit for and from their interaction. Pollination, many a person’s first real experience of different organisms being dependent on one another in nature, that simple bee or butterfly landing on a flower.

But certain plants do survive by trickery as well, in a variety of shapes and forms. Some orchids fall in this category. And if the trick isn’t fooling enough, that plant may enter the realm of genetic weakness from purely vegetative reproduction, and some fall even further into extinction. It’s survival of the fittest at its simplest. Deception comes with a price and risk.

Imprisoned insect - click picture for larger image


That nice bright yellow, a fragrance, and a landing platform all attract bees and other insects. But no nectar is there in return for the uncertain chance of pollination. One member isn’t holding up their part of the beneficial bargain. Hairs and the different shape of their flower force most insects out exactly where the flower wants. Translucent spots guide imprisoned insects. Nature does have her deceptive side now and again, keeping others and us on our toes.

Unsustainable collection and habitat loss have disastrous effects on this very curvaceous and attractive flower. People try to transplant the flowers to their landscapes, but without proper mycorrhizal fungus (mutualism again) common to their habitat’s soil, attempts are often in vain and the flowers die, no longer a perennial but compost instead.

The roots take year to develop, undergoing an intense confluence and union with their fungal partners before being a seedling; another reason landscape germination is difficult. It is still much longer, sometimes 5 – 10 additional years, before some flower in nature! It is a fragile gem of Appalachia, and something to cherish when one is lucky enough to be in the company of.

Interestingly enough they have always been used medicinally, but most herbalists and naturalists, including myself, warn against picking and using them any longer because population numbers are so painfully low. I am unsure if a doe or a greedy person clipped one of these few around me. My hope is that it was a deer.



The bloodroot, toothwort, and trillium around me have come and gone, leaves leftover like subtle whispers of their recently colorful and seeking selves. The lady slippers are patient, seeming to wait politely for the other flowers to bloom and disappear before bursting with color and temptation. Perhaps it is a strategy for survival. Perhaps every action is. 

Friday, May 10, 2013

in the hush of Nature and God


Sanguine serenity
and iridescent opulence
we give thanks to
this organic, evolving tilt and sway
giving change and season and never ceasing brevity

fettered teetering is unsettling
Gve us this stillness of being
as birds enter clouds
and leaves reenter the ground

we fly in between these dreams
as we all settle in the moment
and smiles paint our face in the hush. 

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

A wave of trilliums



I rode a wave of trilliums
dappled pink and white on
a million shades of green
upon waves and waves of Appalachian landscape
etched like fractal dreams

Blooming biodiversity aches of budding thought
swinging dogwood blossoms
sweet to the tongue redbud flowers
dangling columbines, unfurling ferns, crumpled cohosh
and clear cascading waters

I rode a wave of trilliums
to an old stand of tulip poplars
hiding below a thick network
of mycelium and bacteria and the
synergistic chemistry of soil and Life
showy orchis sings it is time
as fruiting bodies of cerebral bulbous folds 
explode through thirsty dirt
miracles of a different kind

so I am frying morels and poor man’s pepper
with a dash of ramps for supper

I rode a wave of trilliums
into a small piece of heaven
into the resurgence of Spring
Nourishment for my body
And more importantly my soul
And I am all the stronger for it
a step closer to our fragile and wondrous world.





Sunday, March 24, 2013

Wintry sounds of Spring's song


Snowflakes dance like ash saunter and swirl
and cardinals march to the
Drum of winter

Two males, perhaps brothers, sing and take 
their commands
A female observes 
Making mental notes on which
seems the wiser
They still have time to
prove their worth
She is plump
in this wintry scene
multi-functional feathers poofed out
in the original air trapping downy coat
Orange beak
and red streaks on white
speaks of
Spring’s song
In due time
And with her
head tilted just so
About 23 degrees
She picks out a spot
Where sticks and fir
will become a family home.




Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Growing Pains


Growing Pains

I can feel the world growing
I can feel the moon moving
Slowly away
I can hear the earth singing
In birdsong and stretch marked epochs
I can see the sky changing (I don’t need to see the newest scientific graph)
The clouds just don’t look the same
I can taste water and know
Mercury dreams swim in fits
Everyday I lose hope and regain compassion
Think we are doomed and then again see a glimmer and hope we shall save
This extension of God manifested that enlivens our world
That is our world
There’s a world of difference between dominion and domination

I can’t see the ocean for the phytoplankton filled drops of sunlight conversion
I can’t see the trees for the forest they look like giant
Churning organic hospitals
I mean life-support systems
Why isn’t ecosystem value a part of civics?
And I’m watching us pull out the wires and plugs
I hear the silly words of a cautious mother saying
‘wait, you might need that piece…’
under the chatter of children called Progress tossing whatever isn’t pretty aside
we are making our own invention and instructions are optional
history books like possibilities, not recycled intuition

I believe in free will
As much as fate
I believe hard work is my favorite spice
And understanding is the spice of life
Everyone should put their hands in the dirt
And rip produce from the ground and stick it straight in their mouth
I feel us becoming ever so digital like mental engineering
You look so much better under moonlight than in pixels
I hear voices of clarity cluttered into waves of messages and likes
Life has the type of beauty that moves

Be still child, be still
Your itchy feet will subside, we have medicine for that
Dreams and delusions of creativity, we can help with that too
Soon you’ll be just like the rest
Soon we’ll teach the leftover savage right out of you
Your longings will pass
Soon you will see
Everything is exactly as it should be
Yes, this is the road you have been walking to

Are you ready to grow up?
For the sake of something fleeting
I hope not.

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Dreaming tree take two

I've been thinking about dreaming trees as of late, and decided to write something about them.


Each moment born from thoughts dropped like pebbles in a pond.

One day a bird ate a piece of fruit
And with that meal the bird ingested many things
Like sunlight turned into sugar
Vitamin and color
And perhaps the most powerful of all
The bird ingested a seed
A hard package of potential
A temporal passenger
 With a wishful ticket of tomorrow
To an undisclosed location
A lifelong destination, if it was one of the lucky ones

The bird flew with vigor
Call it a boost
A sugar rush
Perhaps even enjoyment
Of a sweet aftertaste on the tongue

Lofting upon a branch
Where it watched ants march in search
Of apple cores and crumbs
The seed was passed
Splatting upon the ground
With a creamy surrounding
Sure enough to make a lip curl in disgust
And a soil microbe smile in an opportunistic rush
Of fine dining

Time passes and change which endureth forever
Flows

Windstorm of seemingly angry fervor
Shoves over those weak and hollow
Snapping limbs and speckling eyes with dust
Or is it tough love just brushing up
Little invisible cyclones in corners only revealed by wrappers and leaves
A little pushy until things eventually settle
And creaky trunks rock like slowing tunes
Sunshine greets new ground and feet
When trees fall
water gets redistributed differently
and sometimes a patient seed with just what it needs
reaches up through thirsty dirt to kiss the sky
and then dig in

These infants
Saplings suckling sunlight
From time to time become a dreaming tree
That towers over a domain
And pulls not only wildlife but people
To some magnetic cohesion of grace and shade
Centurion providers
The dreaming tree becomes
A part of our life
It becomes a marker on our paths and maps of our story
The dreaming tree speaks
In profound abundance and atavistic simplicity
We thank the dreaming tree
We all have one somewhere in our childhood or future
We thank the dreaming tree It tells stories of family, love, and growth
They let us dream of something more
We thank the dreaming tree
Let us remember to also thank the bird.